Sunday, January 30, 2011

Your room

Dear Harrison,

Tonight your sister Charlotte and I are sleeping in your room. Poor Daddy is a bit under the weather. I am hoping it is a combo of  being worn out and lack of caffeine (maybe a bit too much wii playing also!) In any case the germ phobe in me has Charlotte and I out of our room, which is a double bummer, since I had just cleaned it today!

In any case, here we are and as I lay here in bed, I wonder what this room will look like in a few years. (you know, when Charlotte will beg to leave her mommies side...) Actually, it's Gavyn that keeps dreaming of her moving in here. He had planned to have bunk beds in here when we were expecting you and he has kept that dream and wants bunk beds with Charlotte too. He has it all planned out...he will sleep in here every other night! (Lord, please make Charlotte patient with her over loving siblings.) Ahh, your big brother!

I was wondering how we will be able to incorporate you into this room. I had always known when we moved into this house that we would have two boys. (was that because the previous owners had two boys and a girl?) Who knows, I just know that now it is different and I am at a loss, a decorating loss too... I just tell myself that when it's time, there will be a plan, right?

Okay, I think I need to cuddle up to your little sister. All this talk of her moving out of my room makes me want all the cuddle time I have with her! I love you, my sweet. I am sure your place in heaven is perfect, just as you are.

Love,
Mommy

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Snow days

Tonight it is snowing out...I always think of you when I see the kisses from heaven falling down from up so high in the sky. It makes me want to run out with my face pointed upward to catch your sweet kisses on my lips.
I love you my sweet,
Mommy